13th

the day started out badly

all thanks to you boss

i will have a GREAT day

thanks a lot

*dagger eyes*

finally exploded
i'm no wonder makers
and i'm stupid

so shut up and do it yourself!!

soon

so..
when can i get my bonus?
- soon
when can i get back my EPF?
- soon, we're working on it
when should i start with the project?
- soon enough
when should i get the project done?
- anytime soon, ASAP
when you going for presentation?
- very soon

yiu!
soon soon soon
so when is soon????

no brain

yiu!!

yiu!!
still wanna threaten me

you can't finish these project
i don't have money for your CNY ang pow

yiu!!
as if working for whole year
you can only earn from these few tiny project

敢怒不敢言之im not god

im not a magician
drawings dont happen to show up magically as i wished anytime

im not a robot
i cant work non-stop even if i want to

im not a plant
i have feelings
im hurt when my work is not appreciated after putting in so much effort

im not a computer
i cant program everything into my brain and function smoothly

im not a slave
i have my own personal life to live
not just you

this is getting unbearable!!!
oh my you all are turning me into a bitter bitch
&$(#)&$_&!@_(^*#@*(!$&_@#!+$_)!#*$@_)*#@_*$@

i want to be mushu!!!!!!

i am extremely annoyed already

"Few contractors can't really performed and dragging whole program, e.g ceiling wet works and carpentry. Designer don't have enough time to focus on the coordination work, leaving contractors have their own dream. Most saddened me was, even with a dateline approaching, contractors don't show any effort to expedite progress. Lesson to learn."

quote from a very annoying so-called-BUDDHA

owh so now designer don't have enough time to focus on the coordination work

what 'bout the time when i said i have plenty of other work to do

and you insisted that i have to stay on site to make sure everything goes smoothly?

what 'bout the time when i told you i haven't been sleeping 

cause i was rushing whole night to finish up things i am supposed to finish in the evening

and you still asked me to go to and fro some shops and sites

because you don't have the time to go there?

yah right don't need to work till late night

then why are you calling me at night to update me feedback from client?

why are you calling me early in a holiday morning asking me to follow up some work?

i want to spit fire and burn off your fake buddha's skin

show the whole world your snake heart!!!!!!!!!!

恶魔

我真是黑暗
别人在blog里写下美丽的事物
我在blog里疯狂骂人
好快乐
凉风阵阵

死老姨
你再嫌咯
你再继续不爽我咯
你再改东改西咯
我保证你的屋子八月尾都不会搞定
哼！
看你怎样卖

哦！
我好好积口德
阿弥陀佛

..

hana!!
blame me for everything
if anything goes wrong
i'm the one who didn't check properly
i'm the one who always do mistakes
i'm the one who can't make things right

.

所以都是我不好
所以都是我不够细心
所以都是我不对
所以我就该死
所以有什么出错就赖我


你们开心就好

i wish to punch you in the face

i don't dislike you
i just despise you

i'm not bored with life
i just got bored whenever you're around

i'm not a hypocrite
i just don't show my real feelings to you
and smile whenever i feel like whacking you

i don't usually pick on errors people made
i just made it a hobby to laugh (heartily) when you made ONE mistake

i tend to believe what others tell me easily
i just roll my eyes and forget everything you told me

you're the best friend for everyone
you're liked by everyone
you're the best designer in the world
you're the most important person in the world
you're the most brilliant person who knows-it-all
you're the most charming person in the society

yea right~~~ (eyes rolling *..*)

又OT

还以为不要再OT了
怎知道
为了老板一句‘client不要还钱’
我又陷了下去

为什么要新年了才不要还钱咧？
你等过了年才讲这句话
我就可以不鸟他回家发呆去了

钱 都是为了你
我不OT等下没有bonus
可以去撞墙了

敢怒不敢言之 I am me once more... soon

No, I really don't think so
That you think I'd be incapable of being on my own
No, I really don't think so
That I would for a second let you back in through my door

I have spent many a nights
Even when you are by my side
I shed tears I couldn't dry
I shed tears I couldn't dry

But I should thank you for
Taking my blindfold off now
I ain't jaded no more, no more
And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye
That could only mean I am me, once more

You would turn your head the other way

So you won't have to listen to what I have to say
You assume that I needed you
But you didn't realize that I needed no one but myself
I needed no one but myself

But I should thank you for
Taking my blindfold off now
I ain't jaded no more, no more
And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye
That could only mean I am me, once more

That could only mean I am me, once more
That could only mean I am me, once more

敢怒不敢言之我真的生气了！！！

我没有很生气 你说要加班

我没有很生气 你说要把工作快点赶完

我没有很生气 你占掉我大部分的时间

我没有很生气 你没有计较有人偷懒迟到的习惯

我没有很生气 你替别人加薪

我没有很生气 你给别人很多好处

我没有很生气 你强迫我拿假期

我真的没有很生气 当时

但是现在 我火滚到可以打一把绝世神剑一统江湖了！

扣我假期扣我薪水

算到这样 那我平时加班的钱你要不要算给我？！

什么鬼 差不多RM300 还要事新年前 要花钱的时候！

生气！！！！！！！

我没有要把手指染成金色的意思 我只是没有办法再把不爽埋葬..

today onwards NO MORE WORKING OT！！I'd rather go home on time and find more freelance to do.. Even if there's no freelance work for me to do, day dream is still better than sitting here working for the whole night, not get paid and still got my salary deducted.

敢怒不敢言之我好丑 :(

斤斤计较向来不是我的作风
一直觉得做人如果可以不计较
就尽量不要去计算
虽然不要让人欺负
但也不可以让自己变得心胸狭窄
所以我懒惰猜想别人的想法
可以不计较的尽可能不管它

可是今天听说了一些消息
我开始觉得
是不是我所谓的无所谓
让别人觉得拿我好处是理所当然的
还让某些有点心机的人拿尽了好处
还要摇尾乞怜诉说惨况

最气的还是过得比我好的人
还要说他过得多不好
吃大便！
对！我就是在指桑骂槐
怎样？！

啊！~~

现在我觉得我是个心机重很计较的人
觉得一整天在介意一件事情很小气
觉得我很不像我
觉得我丑死了！！！
因为小气计较心机重的人好丑好丑...

敢怒不敢言之敢怒不敢言

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荷

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啊

今天不要发脾气

敢怒不敢言之不要再改图啦！

Looking at the same plan for the millionth time..
my mind is blank
all I can see is endless colorful stars shining in front of my eyes

Oh please Mr T
no more changes!!
no more sudden ideas of adding some features to your house!!
I can't keep track of what you want and what you don't want anymore..




Boss
It's not me who can't finish the drawings!
He keeps on changing, what can I do?

*praying hard* no more changes, lemme finish the drawings, thank you

敢怒不敢言之老板你够咯！！

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啊！！还是敢怒不敢言.. 我孬！！

敢怒不敢言之我不要加班!!

I don't want to work OT!!

Boss ar, one night of sleep is not enough to get rid of a week's tiredness..

Boss ar, we're all getting sick..

Boss ar.. boss ar..