aiyoh, why so serious??

TO MY OLD FRIENDS WHO'RE NOT CLOSE WITH ME
please do not believe me when i say
"we shall find a day to meet up" or
"ok, contact again to meet up" or
"kinda buzy these few days, call me again"

what i really mean is
"i'm not so interested in meeting up" or
"let's hope that we'd accidentally bump into each other someday" or
"we will meet.. maybe few years later when i'm feeling old and negative and the end of the world is coming"
or else i'm really busy with some other things xD

aiyoh
why so serious?
i dont know how to reject people 1 leh...